11.5.19

OT YM TSIPAR,

Panic and Fear as I look in the crowd… Knowing your face I could see and of that I’m not proud.

I thought that I had healed.

I stopped seeing your face when I closed my eyes at night and I stopped looking for your face in the darkness.

I got used to seeing the bald-head in line at the grocery store and not running away before they turned around.

I started sleeping with my lights off and not sprinting up the stairs…

But now. Knowing the possibility it could be you. My stomach turns my heart knots.

I thought that I’d healed but I guess I have not…

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YLERECNIS RUOY MITCIV

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